Haha, anyway past the title, I think that relationshipd can be confusing and really I have a really fragile heart.
Its hard because like long distants neeeeevvvveeerr work. Besides its best being best friends. Honestly I trust this guy but I dont trust circumstances....I cant let my heart on my sleeve because it hurts and Im not ready to get hurt again.
After all there are relationships that do fail and yeah I have been a few relationships before but never allowed myself to really get close to the guy. What Ive come to find out is Im not very trusting, I really do have a guard on my heart and Im willing to keep it there until Im ready to let it down. My heart isnt ready to be in a relationship anyhow....maybe God's is trying to guide me.
All I know is that maybe there is a bigger love out there I can experience but right now this is the closest thing Ive gone in the road of love....imagine that like trees and grass and daises and pretty flowers shady grounds and dirt pathways, rainy days...beautiful. =)
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