No Im just kidding....no matter how truthful Im being with myself Im gonna make write a new prolouge wether fiction or non-fic;
Yeah, life is going great not many guys to like. But I want to be independent. I have best friends I know I can confide in, friends that ca be there sometimes whenever they can. Obessisive is kinda weird so long distant is only online and occassionally on the phone but after all it takes two people have a "love" relationship. SO in all reality I do love him as a best friend....it would be awkward to say things that would make him think...Im mean after you admit you like someone and you hang on to that...they know and disregard you. That my dear friends is why you cannot tell a person you like them..
Oh how foolish was I. Oh how foolish very foolish can I be.
Pure foolery and gaurunteed lies...every bit of it.
I must admit truthfully I hate relationships...they are all pain all misery. they're stupid. Real love is only fairytale...so I guess I will be the "nun"...in hiding and waiting for that guy who will never come. Exciting and intriguing isnt it? to be put in chains...its either one way or the other chains of regret from telling someone you love them or chains of deprival away from love and satisfaction.
There is no satisfaction in relationship. Maybe that love life is real its just absent of me. Ha...cheers for the stupidity.
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