Prepared part B

Next...how am I to handle all this? Sometimes I feel like I have nothing to say about something. There has been kids that have been through abuse. There has been kids that have been through almost death. There are gonan be kids that have lost thier parents. What do I say to these? The ones that profess their hopeless life? Whatever it is...the seed does need to be planeted. But its like how does it come across not sugar-coated?

I cant say I know how you feel. Because I havent. Yes they have to choose what they want to do and who they want to follow in the end....but what do you say to these people?

And anotehr thing I dont want to do is walk through the halls and think in my head "all these people are stupid and irresponsible". I mean they are just as advanced in life as I am. I am under the hand of Gods and under his grace. But these kids they have gone through so much pain so much boredom. Everryone has a life. They can reject it and say they have nothing tod do but they do have a heart conviction. They do have motives but they are walking in sin...they dont see it. I shouldnt be arrogent over them I should burden for them. So....I am not walking in a hallway of idiots...because then I am a fool. We are equal the only difference is they may hae a different eternity. and hey its not all about me.

So a weakeness I need to be strengthened in....is thinking of these people as equal. God, please show me equality.

And Anotehr thing..I need to be real. Not sugar-coated in general. The only difference from now and at the school. Is that I am facing spiritual forces lingering around the high school....and today I am just walking in the halls of light. Its almost like how when Jesus had to leave Heaven to come to earth and save the world....only a few HUGE differences...but I think of the idea of pretty much the same. But it doesnt mean I shouldnt be real. I feel like I should do this be prep and change my whole faith ans stuff but I dont.

Literally...like I will have friends..they will be my friends when I need encouragement I talk to them. Or even if I want to just go to the movies...yeah that works too. Its a mutual friendship. It is just school...just a  very corrupted school.

Pray everyday in every situation. And just continue to read my Bible. The only thing that I want to change is like not listen to the questionable music. Like without a doubt NO ,music that hurts me. I need to have a list..a mental NO LIST and then add to it as I go along.

And....accept people as people. They are going to be nice they may be lost they are going to have different personalities. Different priorities. Different talents (they may be burried). My thing...is encouragement, I meet someone...I already know what to do. If someone wants to know about Christ or I feel Him urging me thenI iwll talk about my faith. Its not a strong belief if I cant talk freely about it. And you know the only thing I am worried about..is the dissentions between them..but seriously they shouldnt be in conflict wth me or dislike me and look at me with a glare if I respect them and if I bring this up peacefully firmly but gently. I am putting two controversary scenarios together. So...and the biggest thing I will get out of this is stronger in my faith. And I will learn.

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me....now to answer my beginning question...