Laws and normals

In this blog the two subjects are totally two different subjects but I want to kinda wrap up the ideas and go figure.

Normals. What I mean by normals is basically anything that is agaisnt what I know is true but practiced by almost every other person. Like for instance a sin, I understand why its wrong and I know its not profitable, but when I see a very big group of people turning to that sin I think maybe I am the one decieved. But then again I know I am looking at the world and the world is decieved, they are the ones in sin and those people are a lot of people. Now this came up yesterday as I was in town with my parents. I was really just simply observing the world and the "world" in genral. Two things I found that I got into this kind of situation within my mind. The conversation that goes through mind such as, he and she are both doing this maybe I am in the worng- no I am not in the wrong but there is so many of them- how do I not fall into this trap that is so easy to fall into and to be decieved? Well I talked to my dad about them and let my mind have its conversation at the same time, meaning there was a lot of information going in and out.

The two things that I recognized were one, smoking and two, physical apperance or even just effort. What I first understood and found what was true was that smoking is just a way to try to fill your heart and get away from the world. It really isnt good for you and is not that benefit in your life so really its just a tool for the world to decieve you. once I sall the population I was like, maybe I am the one decieved, did I really find the turth, I mean maybe they smoke because of some other reason than I think it is; its almost like that was really a tool for the world. Its llike telling anyone trying to find the truth that we are wrong, and it kinda gets us unstable and we think to ourselves "am I stupid? This world outta to know more"...in all reality they probably do know more if they can decieve you from what is right and just. After this I talked to my dad, I asked him why people smoke? He said its a source of rebellion, thats all, its not beneficial to your body to your relationships to anything. Its just a way to go against what somoen tells you. i agree with that.

Second was physical appearance. Now this got to me more than smoking. Now before I go on and before I forget I want to add a note; basically I think I am kinda trying to prepare myself for the world's "campuss" and before I told myself that I will talk to someone about anything I feel confused about. Its almost like the idea in itself decieved me. Before I talked to my dad I was like, theres nothng really to talk about and nothing really to get, but thankfully before I knew it I asked his opinion which led to further in my thoughts. I realized I was decieved, I almost fell into an invisible trap.

Now to move on with my point...My first realization about this wasnt even truth but pure obviousness. when I went to the school i had seen that the kids really didnt try at all to do anythng different. With what they looked like , with with they did, they had no dreams or passions they just kinda sulked. I didnt get it. Like this last week as I have been preparing myself for this obsurd principles of the world I let my mind try to find the truth to this, I think what I got from it was that the kids just dont care and they need an example, I hadnt really figured that this could go deeper. Well yesterday it hit me, kids do not care, their sports suck, their grades are low, their morality means nothng, they make no committments, they roll out of bead every morning and throw clothes on they do not put any effort into looking approachable and then they grow up to these ugly people they are now. Why?! I mean right then when I figured this out again yesterday I was like you know what a person doesnt have to look attractive but for goodness sake at least just look approachable!! I mean why not put effort into at least something! I mean beyond the popularity or anything like that...just realizing hey I can look better than this  Ican do better this. Maybe these people do need to be smacked upside the with head with a Bible....welll anyway I talked to my dad.

We both kinda got to the truth that was basically that kids just are put down constantly, they have no reason to "try". Why? Well Its known that pretty much every parent put their kidsdown saying they arent worth it they suck they get bad grades, they will never do anything with their life, they are unloved, uncared for, and gain worthless. Then the go to school the teachers constantly say and make actions that say they are worthlesss, they get bad grades, the will never amount to anything, they are selfish, uncapable of doing a task, annoying, their paycheck and thats all they are good for, and again not worth anything. Bullcrap. ALl of it. Stupid! and this kids have nothing else to look to they begin to believe these voices and make them their own. They are ugly. They are worthless. They are stupid. Their parents dont love them. They cant get good grades. They cant do anything successful. They say these things and accept them as truth...but its not, they are all lies. They have worth. They can be dfiferent they can be worth it. I swear if I sall a parent or heard a parent saying something like this stupid crap to their kids I would turn around and probably tell them that they are an idiot and smack them across the face! How dare they?! These kids these students these people are created by God and when soeone, anybody, says they are not worth it they are probably the most foolsih people. Maybe they say it because they are just jerks, or maybe because they dont beleive in themselves. Well I am sorry but still these kids need to know that they are loved.

People need Jesus, people need God. I dont being used by God if thats what it takes to give people this message.

To say about laws ,well I am trying to figure out what I am really supposed to do. Am I supposed to follow rules or do I have to? I mean I know as Christians we are dead to the law and arent bound to it. But if we are obeying these laws and seeking them out doesnt that kind of mean we ARE bound to them? Something I really want and need to figure out.